okay, i just need to get this out of my system.

i feel so mean today. i had a bitch fit. i mean, i know that adrian's stress and i just couldnt take it that he was venting on me. so i like got a lil pissed at him and told him off. but soon after that whole episode, he was damn sweet to me.

i had a craving for ban mian... and tom yam mian..
so i told him, and he decided to order both.
knowing that he doesnt like to eat tom yam, i took the tom yam one. but i didnt know that he also couldnt eat ban mian...
but he didnt say.. and he just ate it. he ordered ban mian, so i could also take some..
and after dinner he went to the toilet. and guess what?
he puked!! because he couldnt take ban mian.

gosh, i feel so mean! :S
im sorryyyyyyyyy!!!

ps, youre the sweetest. you really put me first in everything you do.
im gonna do it for you too. i hope you know i really care for you.

its been a few days since i blogged.
im studying for intro to lifespan psych.
oh, thank God that my intro to psych paper and my dd journals are finally done! :D
goshhhh. a whole load of my back. i seriously pray that i will at least get a pass.

anyway, last night my poor boy had to stay up to study cause he has a paper today.
man, i wished i could have more strength and energy to stay up with him
so sorry boy, i'll try to stay up the next time round.
you've been studying really hard, i pray that you'll do well. (:
your hardwork WILL pay off.

i cant wait for exams to finally be over! then i'm off to perth! woohoooo
but then again, im gonna be real sad cause IM GONNA MISS HIM!
and then i'm gonna miss 4 ONE!!! ):
rahhhhh. this sucks. rahhhhh. oh wells.
okayokay.. i shall go study now. i will blog later again, maybe.
when he is gone for his exam :D

ps, youre the sweetest thing ever. all the best for your exam later!
i'll be here rooting for you to do well ((: loves.

this is what studying does to you.
anyway, adrian's at my place! how cool is that!
my mom's home, my bro's home and my dad's gonna be home soon!! heehehe... yipees! he's finally met my parents! :D
i think they like him. they are like so totally fine that i like him and he likes me too :D
like.. hellooo? for the first time my parents allow you know!
okay, maybe cause im old now. but who cares right? at least they know about me and adrian and they're okay with me.

anyway, my nose is running away! and it sucks cause im like trying my best to study and do my work. 3 hours have past and i have not been doing anything productive. ive only finished 2 journal entries when i need 10. wow. how fantastic can life get! hahaha. well, i still have to do my notes for IP. kill me now please. someone. whoever. anyone. hahah :D

ps, youre the cutest thing ever :D gosh, youre like so handsome. everytime i look at you.. i just melt! hahaha. i wish i could spend every waking moment i had with you. when i leave for auzzie, im gonna miss you. even though im only going for 1 week. :D

my silly boy is far far away from me now ):
he's in school studying while im at home studying! rahhh! we both hate exams and exam week! cause it would mean that we cant meet! ):
siannnnnn!!! anyway, i was really hoping to meet him tonight for dinner but my mommy wants to go out for dinner. so too bad ):
rahhhhhh..

im still super stress with exams that are coming soon. i havent started studying intro to lifespan psych. i almost done with studying for intro to psych. but i still dont feel ready. anyway, ms wong gave us more time for our dd journals. but guess what! i havent even started on any entries. gosh. im so screwed! ):

okayokay.. i shall go back to studying now. oh wait, i need to go church alr! see ya!

ps, youre always on my mind. i promise. im sorry we cant meet today.





(: NICE EH?
hahaha. okayokay. anyway, its been awhile since i blogged. i know i know i said that i would blog regularly AGAIN.
yesterday some stupid woman took my seat at the library!! i put my bag on the table. she must be blind! rahhhhhh.

today was just awesome! :D
finally our drama piece is over!!! woohoooooo. that took up alot of my time cause i had to stay back for rehearsals pretty often. i think we did a good job! thanks guys for making it so awesome.
SPECIAL THANKS TO ADRIAN ONG ZHI XIAN aka MY B!
hahaha. he helped with the sound effects. he sacrifice studying. *Everyone goes AWWW*
aahahahaha. yepyepp.
so now, all im left with is my DD journals, my exam papers on intro to psych and intro to lifespan psych!! :S

for the next few weeks are gonna be crazy busy. and the worst thing is that i cant see adrian at all ):
siannnnn...
okayokay.
that's all for now..

ps, i still am affected by her. yes i am. i feel as though its my fault ):
oh wells. im sorry (to her).
but on a happier note, thanks for everything. youre the best :D

i really wanna tell you how much i love you.

i wanna do things to show you i do too.

im stubborn. i know. and im sorry.

i dont know why i just cant seem to give in.

but im telling you now, that i've given you my entire heart.

and that's why every single thing you do affects me so much.

remember that night, we were just sitting around talking and i cried?

well, i just couldnt control myself.

youre my everything now.

i hate quarrelling with you.

its a feeling of losing you. and i swear i dont like it.

i just wanna hold you so close and just whisper sweet nothings and do everything to make you feel so loved.

never leave me please.

THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST ONE MONTH! (:

study date with adrian to esplanade (:

2nd study date to esplanade


MY BIRTHDAY!!! (:

Some random dinner outing with the homies (joel, dee, gerald, joseph, rufus)

I HAVE A LOT! PRODUCTION.