Saturday, May 06, 2006 ♥
♥ 10:32 AM
i read your blog.
well.
those things i said to hurt you was meant to spike you.
cause i didnt like you.
and it's like i dunno.
many people told me alot of stuff abt you.
and i was afraid you would hurt
pam.
and she's a close friend of mine.
so i just wanted her to be careful of you.
i just didnt like you okay.
i just found out you and her had a shared blog.
i was upset to find out.
but i guess i'm too paranoid.
plus she deleted it alr.
i guess i've wronged you.
but i guess you have changed since the last time i knew you.
and i'm sure i'm not the first to tell you that.
but you are not the meinui i use to know.
sigh.
just give me some time.
friendship may be impossible now.
but i dunno what about the future so i wont say.
i'm sure you have said things about me too right?
but it's the hatred that made us do that right?
well i just need time alone for now.
take care.
nat
Natalie ♥
♥ The psychotic lover.