im being emo now. im sorry for all those who actually read my blog.
i was blog hopping when i decided to go check out my EX-best friend's blog.
if you wanna know why i said ex and not current is cause he's not my best friend anymore.
he told me he hates me and doesnt wish to have anything to do with me. well. that really impacted my life because i really loved him as a best friend. he was someone i trusted alot. someone whom i can share my thoughts with and know and be sure that he doesnt judge me cause he loves me for me too! (if "pR" you are reading this, i was just upset and wanted to let everything out) ive been hiding these feelings for a long time alr. well, we're talking again. he said he was sorry. but he's got a gf now and we are not best friends anymore. (im not jealous if you think i am. i just miss you) sigh. i just read his blog. then i realised how much i missed him. how we spent so much time bugging each other. we quarrel all the time but that got us closer. sigh. i wish you would be my best friend again. i miss you, i really do. sigh..

on a lighter note:
i just came back from thailand. i think i bought like half of thailand back la! haha. i got pictures of what i bought. will upload it when i have the time! hahaha. kinda lazy to do that now.
yay! camp is coming. i'm so excited. wow. hahaha!! :D
okay. that's about all for now. sorry for such a wordy post. i dont usually blog so wordy. but today i was just being emo. so that's all for now, world. take care all living things. bye. im off to find a new best friend. someone like you i hope.