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Saturday, May 24, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:22 PM
those five months were great. they were unbelievable.i didnt know i could feel this way about someone.the love that we shared is indescribable.but sadly, it's over.i didnt want it to be.but i guess thing just turned out to be.well, i wont forget the times we had tgt.i should have known that it was about to end.how ignorant i was.however, i'm still hoping one day you'll come back.saying that you want me back.but i guess i'll just be dreaming right?what if you just held my hand real tight,maybe then my heart wouldnt hurt so bad.your face has been engraved in my heartand you'll never be replaced or forgotten.deep down inside, my heart longs to be by your side.to see you through your ups and downs.sometimes i wonder where ive gone wrongto have lost someone like you.i know you've given your best in this.i dont doubt your love. i question mine.i know right from the start you gave me your whole heart.loving me unconditionally.im sorry if i didnt give you what you deserved.you deserve way more than what i gave.and im sorry.im not all that perfect like you think i am. i have flaws too you know.but i hope you saw through that.i knew you were different from the rest of them.and i still stand by that.you are special, to me and to alot more.maybe my love is not great enough to show you how i feel,but somehow i wish you know how i feel about you.im sorry ive not been understanding.i dont wanna be in denial any longer.it's over between us and i should stop dreaming aboutwhat life would be like if you came back.it was a fantasic dream that i never wanna wake up from.but before i go, i wanna say that you've made a difference in my life.now i know, ive gotta move on.i have to let you go.because i dont wanna pull you back from what you were meant to achieve.go for the dreams that you once had before i came along.i believe that they are what you were born to live with.i dont wanna hold you back any longer.you are free to go.we'll walk our own separate waysand if we are meant to be.maybe someday somehow we would meet again and we could try it again.but for now, goodbye my ex lover.
Natalie ♥
♥ The psychotic lover.