i just did this :D while i was having my break from studying.
im so so so tired alr.
just reading my textbook can kill me.

thank God for listening to my cry of needing some time alone to do my work.
i was at my breaking point when God saved me.
the thing is that i have alot of assignments to be handed in this week, i needed to study for my exams which are coming and i had to prepare for my facilitation. and i had to go for filming on friday from 5-10pm. sat from 730am-1pm then meeting at 2-3pm. then fuel from 3-430pm then service from 5-7pm then CNY dinner with lower sec from 730-930pm. then sunday is adult service from 10am-12pm then filming from 2-8pm..
so looking at all these, i would not have time to do my work. then kaf called me telling me i dont have to go down on sat. and he asked me to rest and do my work on sat. THANK GOD!!

now, ive finished studying 1 and a half chapters. im left with half a chapter and 2 essays to write. one for FBS and the other for DIE. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

bb is in church now, so he cant text!! oh nooooooooooo! i'll like be super distracted when he is not there to remind me to study!! ahhhh. hahah :D i cant wait for bb to come with matt to find me after service. we can eat ice edge!! woohoooooo. excitingggg! (: bb has been patient with me recently, especially since my menses was coming and now here.. and with me for being very busy. he waited for me as usual yesterday. from 5pm to 930pm. i felt so bad la!!! rahhhhh! i hope i can make it up to him later :D

anyway, mommy is flying off to auz tonight. )): super duper sad. im gonna miss her like so much la! i have not been able to talk much to her because ive been busy. i always say she is busy but now is my turn! ): and she will only be back on wed! ): sighhhhh!! ): i cried last night la. im really gonna miss her. i want to send her off but then im like in a dilemma cause i need to study as well and its like.. what if i end up regretting not sending her off? argh! irritating! ): im just gonna miss my mommy laaaaaaa! ):


ps: sh deleted/blocked me on fb. i think i know why. she thinks that im the one that has been scolding her on her blog. but im not. i know i have no proof that i didnt do it. but oh wells. i admit, initially i wanted to tag her and do something.. but i changed my mind. i knew it was wrong. so i didnt. but then someone else did it and she thinks its me ): sighhhhh!!

pps: b, i love you. thanks for being so supportive :D