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natalie ♥

Sunday, June 27, 2010 ♥
♥ 10:16 AM

yours is acts of service and gifts.
mine is touch and time.
how then can we make each other feel loved and feel loved ourselves?
you dont really like spending all the time in the world today, yes we do have quality time (sometimes). and you dont really like to be very touchy.
and you dont really say that you love me much, or say that you miss me much.
you do things and get stuff for me. but i dont feel loved that way.
i appreciate you doing and getting stuff for me but i dont feel loved.

then like on your case.
you want me to buy stuff for you but then its like i dont know why i dont seem to have enough money all the time. i dont know what i spend on really. and im not the kind of person that like to spend alot of money at one time. like maybe i spend 15 bucks on a dress alr, i'll feel heartpain. and like yes buying things for you is different. i dont mind spending a bit more. but i still do feel heartpain. because im not a gift person.
and like acts of service, omg. that's even worse.. i dont even like to do things for people
how can i do acts of service for you.

yknow, ive been trying my best to like text/call/hangout less with you.
i dont know if you realised.
i know that you will probably think im pissed now
but i guess i just need to vent.
then i'll be okay. oh wells.
sigh..

ps, things will be okay nat. you just need to get use to it.